serendipity and serenity

i'm so grateful. such aching sadness countered by such support and love. i'm so lucky. hold faith and know that what should be, will be, or is, actually definitely is, right now. this space will be filled by work, the work will be stronger than it would otherwise be, and my mind will be stimulated by the challenge. i'm surprised, and scared, but i believe in myself. i know i can do this.